User Profile
Add Friend
Add Note
Track User
Send Message
Send V-Gift
Chronicles of Angst
A Deep Abyss
Created on 2004-07-09 22:27:07 (#3757557), last updated 2009-11-10
225 comments received, 2,159 comments posted
Basic Account [Gift]
139 Journal Entries, 6 Tags, 14 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 6 Userpics
Basic Info| Name: | ::.achike ketsunoana.:: |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1987-01-04 |
| Location: | Edmond, Oklahoma, United States |
| Website: | Anna's deviantART (RIP) |
Contact:
zumermusume@yahoo.com BioThis journal is dedicated to Anna Rosenfeld (19890430-20080413). She was my light & inspiration to persevere through life. She may be gone from the corporeal world, but she will always live on in my heart. I love you Anna.
kiota.deviantart.com & anna-rosenfeld.deviantart.com
*NOTE*
Not all of my Entries are visible to the Public, therefore some of them may seem to flow unevenly. Alot of my writings are letters & poetry that are very unconventional. They are written from emotions & deep feelings. There are several fictional creative-writing entries, there are biographical entries, all are based on my life. I will have to get to know you pretty well in order to add you to my Filter.
Many Entries contain triggers, so BEWARE!
I'm 22, divorced, & attractive. I'm queer. I'm smart. I love otters, skunks, & kitties. I am interested in music, languages, art, & many other things. I draw, write music & stories, & enjoy hanging out with my friends.
I am a survivor of Child Abuse & Rape. I was victimized by my father in every way possible, but most prevalently in a sexual way. He committed suicide the morning that he was to appear before a grand jury for the Child Abuse. My mother, brothers, & sister do not believe that he did any of the things that I said he did. I have been raped by several "friends" throughout different periods of my life. I have lived a grand total of 4 years without being raped or abused! (WhooHoo!!!!) I am looking forward to celebrating 5 years without being victimized! This is my goal.
I have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder resulting from the shit I've lived through, but it's getting better everyday. I don't remember the majority of my life before age 13. I have a few flitting memories here & there, but not many. I deal with depression & dissociation on a daily basis. I also have to resist the urge to self-mutilate (cut) daily.
Sex Offenders scare the hell out of me. I work as a Communications Officer for the Highway Patrol. Eventually, I want to attend the CLEET Police Academy to become a fully-commissioned Police Officer. This is my dream.
I post my journal online as a testimony to the world that I am a survivor! Child Abuse & Rape don't just happen to poor or bad people; it can happen to anyone & happens all the time. My hope is that someone might read this & see that there is a way out of Hell & that they are not alone!
kiota.deviantart.com & anna-rosenfeld.deviantart.com
*NOTE*
Not all of my Entries are visible to the Public, therefore some of them may seem to flow unevenly. Alot of my writings are letters & poetry that are very unconventional. They are written from emotions & deep feelings. There are several fictional creative-writing entries, there are biographical entries, all are based on my life. I will have to get to know you pretty well in order to add you to my Filter.
Many Entries contain triggers, so BEWARE!
I'm 22, divorced, & attractive. I'm queer. I'm smart. I love otters, skunks, & kitties. I am interested in music, languages, art, & many other things. I draw, write music & stories, & enjoy hanging out with my friends.
I am a survivor of Child Abuse & Rape. I was victimized by my father in every way possible, but most prevalently in a sexual way. He committed suicide the morning that he was to appear before a grand jury for the Child Abuse. My mother, brothers, & sister do not believe that he did any of the things that I said he did. I have been raped by several "friends" throughout different periods of my life. I have lived a grand total of 4 years without being raped or abused! (WhooHoo!!!!) I am looking forward to celebrating 5 years without being victimized! This is my goal.
I have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder resulting from the shit I've lived through, but it's getting better everyday. I don't remember the majority of my life before age 13. I have a few flitting memories here & there, but not many. I deal with depression & dissociation on a daily basis. I also have to resist the urge to self-mutilate (cut) daily.
Sex Offenders scare the hell out of me. I work as a Communications Officer for the Highway Patrol. Eventually, I want to attend the CLEET Police Academy to become a fully-commissioned Police Officer. This is my dream.
I post my journal online as a testimony to the world that I am a survivor! Child Abuse & Rape don't just happen to poor or bad people; it can happen to anyone & happens all the time. My hope is that someone might read this & see that there is a way out of Hell & that they are not alone!
ConnectInterests (37):
anime, art, bisexual, bisexual girls, bondage, books, boys, butch, concerts, culture, cutting, drawing, ednos, femme, food, gay, girls, goth, horror, kitties, korn, lesbian, literature, love, manga, movies, otters, philosophy, poetry, religion, romance, self-mutilation, sexual abuse, skunks, tattoos, women, writing
External Services:
 | gothicotter@livejournal.com | |
 | gundamsnewsgirl |  |
 | zumermusume |
Schools:
Boerne Middle School - South - Boerne, TX (1999)Midland Christian School - Midland, TX (2003 - 2005)
Friends [View Entries] Friends (52):
3libras, alainacutie, albinwonderland, architectgirl43, autumneffie82, babysprite, batty, bitchnmunkee, bonesdrinkwater, corsetrouge, crystalra1ndr0p, dalailamafarma, fallintheblinks, frank, frillythrills, furbaggy, gentledaddy, gothic_sarrow, hot_goth_grrl, idealuk, j_tardist, jamie_chan_ai, jessicaheidi, jujen_kai, kala_ayule, kaofuckyou, ketira, kiota, kittycatcorsets, kittydoom, layitlarge, lizzu, merart, mmmbento, nhoy_goth, nifflheim, omsariko, perfect__enemy, plaidtalker, pure_heart_, rainbowxryder, revanlady, shattered0ne, silkorchid, silverplate88, sixfootsayuri, spiritwolf69, stone_edge, tets_offensive, thegaygod, totally_waisted, twilightpumpkin
Mutual Friends (30):
3libras, alainacutie, architectgirl43, autumneffie82, bitchnmunkee, corsetrouge, dalailamafarma, fallintheblinks, gentledaddy, gothic_sarrow, idealuk, jamie_chan_ai, jessicaheidi, jujen_kai, kala_ayule, kaofuckyou, ketira, kittycatcorsets, layitlarge, merart, omsariko, perfect__enemy, plaidtalker, pure_heart_, shattered0ne, silkorchid, silverplate88, spiritwolf69, stone_edge, thegaygod
Also Friend of (1):
Communities [View Entries] Watching (70):
911emergency, _______feathers, _ednos_, _survivors_, abusesurvivor, bakebakebake, bassethounds, bentolunch, bi_girls, bi_les_texas, birl_admire, cat_lovers, cat_macros, cooking, corset_shoppe, corsetry, disturbingbooks, dollerotica, dolls_unite, dyed_hair, everybreath, fivefootthree, fleshlight, food_porn, housematehorror, irl_stupid, kisekae_ningyou, kittycatblack, lawenforcement, lesbian_poetry, lj_maintenance, ljsecret, longhair, news, nopity, obitsulovers, omgfood, phallicpregunta, picturing_food, pinkhair, polyamory, ready_to_wear, redheads, sextips, sf_drama, sfd_ot, sfd_rl, sfx_hairdye, sinfest_mod, sinqueerlyyours, stupid_free, tetra_drama, tetra_macros, the_crazy_ex, the_niamh_elite, theconsole, theotterproject, theotterteam, una_rad_hall, vaginapagina, weirdwikiabuse, whatthefuckery, wtf_catmacros, wtf_desuka, wtf_history, wtf_inc, wtf_inc_discuss, wtf_nature, wtf_omgz, wtf_stupid
Member of (61):
911emergency, _______feathers, _ednos_, _survivors_, abusesurvivor, bakebakebake, bassethounds, bentolunch, bi_girls, bi_les_texas, birl_admire, birls, cat_lovers, cat_macros, cooking, corset_shoppe, corsetry, disturbingbooks, dollerotica, dolls_unite, dyed_hair, everybreath, fivefootthree, fleshlight, food_porn, housematehorror, irl_stupid, kisekae_ningyou, kittycatblack, lawenforcement, lesbian_poetry, longhair, nopity, obitsulovers, omgfood, phallicpregunta, picturing_food, pinkhair, polyamory, ready_to_wear, redheads, sextips, sf_drama, sfd_ot, sfx_hairdye, sinfest_mod, stupid_free, the_crazy_ex, the_niamh_elite, theconsole, theotterproject, theotterteam, vaginapagina, weirdwikiabuse, wtf_catmacros, wtf_desuka, wtf_history, wtf_inc, wtf_inc_discuss, wtf_nature, wtf_omgz
Feeds [View Entries] Watching (1):
